Simple Thoughts

the greatest irony of love:
loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone
right after that person walks out of your life.
and sometimes, you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them
just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.
for some, they think that letting go
is one way of expressing how much you love the person..
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else.
most relationships tend to fail
not because the absence of love.
love is always present.
it’s just that one was being loved too much
and the other was being loved too little.
as we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left.
maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.
most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them,
we are just for past times.
while the one who truly loves us
remains either a friend or a stranger.
so here’s a piece of advice:
let go when you’re hurting too much.
give up when love isn’t enough,
and move on when things are not like before.
for sure, there is someone out there who will love you even more.

found the above in an old forward email… when I first read it in grade 9, I thought this was a bit ridiculous, but after so many years of seeing so many love (not experience) and crushs, I do agree with this statement. I think it is rather hard to comment on it just because it is so true.

Just remembered a conversation with Sophie about 4-5 years ago

Steph: Sigh~ this is so disappointing, why is _____ like this?

Sophie: aww poor Steph

Steph: When I first met him/her s/he was so nice… but now…

Sophie: a person is like a painting, the closer you are with them, the more defects you see, that is normal.

Some days, it’s nice to open up old emails and read them.  It brings out the happy feelings that you’ve felt during those times even if you’ve forgotten them.  I also recall a lot of promises, and wonder if they continue to hold true now and in the future…or forever?  I had the urge to delete them all, every single one of them because they remind me of the huge contrast between then and now, of course how much worse the situation is now.  I should delete the emails, delete all the content within….delete the promises I don’t deserve~

It is no kidding when they said that words have their own meaning, to which I thought of the word: old, as… old as this word might be… it could be quite powerful for example: say if you said that this chair is old, or that person is old, people would not take offence, even if you compare: this person is old and that person is new, the people would not be offended, however, with just a twist, as saying: this person is old and that person is young.

It is amazing how language works and yet how a simple plain ordinary word such as old were matched up with another word it could create a positive or negative and compliment or insult towards someone.

from what I learn over the past choose your words carefully!