Simple Thoughts

Hey, I won’t be here from Friday, January 30th- February 1st 2009 as I will be going off to retreat, and going on a journey of life… the poster basicially says it all (as a picture is worth a 1000 words )

http://www.countrysidecamp.com

SCCF Winter Retreat 2009

how to transform a plain dress into “a work of art’

http://www.teenvogue.com/style/tips/diy/2008/03/jasonwu_20080310

I can’t believe that it been 2 years since I first stepped foot into WordPress… it just surprises me so, I thought it was only 1 year I guess time flies literally.

I in fact had already missed the first anniversary, but it is already the second anniversary? what is it?

but is it really important? what is important is this blog isn’t abandoned yet, deep down inside, I am apathetic towards the anniversary thing, just cheesy. But I guess this gives me something to write about [ok, forget about what I just wrote, I sound like those pathetic spammers who have nothing else better to write about]

For those who are close with me lately, would notice to annoying indecisiveness of me.

I think it started a few weeks ago… don’t know what is wrong with me… I think I’m on the verge of killing myself.

Don’t read me wrong, I could still decide on most basic stuff, I’m just concerned for weird stuff such as: which Sunday School to go to, what to order at a restaurant, etc. You must be thinking “oh, Steph’s so weird, everyone decides on these things” but this isn’t normal for Stephanie Ng, this is what it should be…

I feel like a loser.