“The higher you climb, the harder you’ll fall”
to feel that you have everything and just to realize in an instant that all that everything is gone. This is one of the most painful feelings in the world. Suddenly a sadness slowly crawls up from behind and slowly lurks towards your heart, and takes over your brain enabling it to think unhappy thoughts.
Every Winter I spend in Canada, I experience a similar feeling, I hate this feeling, yet its always here… I feel lost, abandoned, on top of the chilly weather and the end of the daylight savings days, causing a depressing feeling. as mentioned… I do have friends… I do have loved ones… yet… this feeling just comes out of where.

