Simple Thoughts

“we usually neglect the things around us~“

after completing S1P1, I realized how much it takes to make a website (graphics, content, coding, design, etc) even the simpliest websites take a lot of work. :S, everything requires planning and thinking and being ahead of the user. Every page, if it were hand coded, all the links were put there… written.

Yet with the amount of websites we consumed and have yet to consume, the numbers cause us to forget how much work it requires to be put into a website in order for it to function, because websites have already been something we learned to grow with, sometimes,we forget to take time to appreciate the websites and just take them for granted.

instead of just taking the information you need, ask yourself next time when you visit any website or webpage: how long did the person spend on this(e.g. content, graphics, design)?

There must be an explanation for this feeling of lonliness… it happens EVERY winter while I am in Toronto (since I had never spent them elsewhere… I can’t say if this happens in different: cities, countries or continents)

Its not that I don’t have friends, its not that I am really alone, but this feeling of loneliness kills me every winter… it just feels like I am the only person left in this world, no friends, no family, nothing. Every year it happens around the same time mid-October.

every year I wished it were different, every year I have hopes that the current year would be different, but it remains exactly the same… perhaps even worse.

here it comes again… its terrible.

a falling leaf

its been like this for the past few years … walking down the same path as usually and than, to think back, the same innocent grade 9 girl who I was who walked down this same path… to the less innocent 4th year university student who I am today. I really think I changed, can’t say for the better nor worse, however, one thing is certain: I was hurt, my trust was played with, I was betrayed, I have experienced a few of the better.. perhaps best friendships I could have or will ever encounter with. I grew, I realize things, I’ve changed.

I’m the same, I’m different, I’m as naive, but I matured.

a leaf suddenly falls, a gentle reminder that the path will be the same, yet the person just like the leaf will change as a leaf changes every Autumn. As the person grows, the path remains the same… or not.