What is it like to be in love?
I, who has never been in an relationship constantly has all these imageries of what it would be like to be in love. The Holy Bible alludes me through 1 Corinthians 13. But really… what is it like? Am I able to fulfill what has been given & outlined? what if I fail miserably? struggles. An experience is worth more than words could ever elucidate, it is solidly through emotions and feelings.
Sometimes when I am alone, deep inside, I would have fantasy illusions about being in a relationship… very happy optimistic views 
As must as I hate couples showing off all the time, I feel shameful for not having the opportunity to share the affair. But what if they are only dramatizing the truth? Perhaps this is the real reason why I refuse to be deeply acquainted with this? Somehow, the more I think of this, the more I think of it as gambling, as it contains risks, chance and probability.
however, as much as I want to experience this, I am really afraid to be disappointed by it when it comes, I am frightened that that all there is to it, just an optimist’s view; that it is just that: an illusion, a fantasy, a dream.
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