Archive for May, 2007

in T.O.

sigh~ these days there are so many stars in Toronto, my eyes are hurting from their brightness.

let me begin with just a few:

David Tao- David Tao Love Can Live 07 Thu, 03/29/07 08:00 PM- Air Canada Centre.

Rain- unknown name June 09th 2007, Molson Amphitheatre.

Thu, 03/29/07
08:00 PM
David Tao Love Can Live 07 Air Canada Centre Toronto, ON
Tue, 04/10/07
08:00 PM
Hocc (Denise Ho) Casino Rama Orillia, ON
Wed, 04/11/07
08:00 PM
Steven Ma “Hand In Hand” Charity Concert 2007 Hummingbird Centre for the Performing Arts Toronto, ON
Mon, 05/21/07
08:00 PM
Aaron Kwok Casino Rama Orillia, ON

in a way, I guess its a good thing, not only does it promote Toronto, but it also shows that we are worthy of stars to come :) however, I am a bit disappointed that Jay Chou still haven’t made any plans to come… T.T


Add comment May 29, 2007

Stupid stuff

Yet another facebook friend thing

“Send This To All Ur Friends,
And Me If I Am 1.
If U Get 7 Back U R Loved

1-3 u r a bad friend
4-6 u r a ok friend
7-9 u r a good friend
10-& ^ u r a great friend

____0000000000______000000

0000_____
__000________000__000________000___
_000___________0000___________000__
000_____________00_____________000_
000____________________________000_
000___________THANKS__________000_
_000____________FOR___________000__
__000__________BEING_________000___
___000__________MY_________000____
_____000______FRIEND______000______
_______000______________000________
_________000__________000__________
____________000____000_____________
______________00__00_______________
________________00_________________
________________ 0 _________________

x. <3″

 

so darn stupid! I don’t see why is it if you don’t get more than 4 back, you are a bad friend, or getting 10 for that matter. Is this chain threatening people that if they want to be your friend, they must send this? if you are truly a friend, you would only give and not care about receiving! what the hecK? I guess the person who wrote this doesn’t know what or who is a friend to begin with… ridiculous stuff! so lemme ask… what do you call those first 4 people who sent this dumb thing to you?


Add comment May 27, 2007

我有今日-Justin Lo

Thanks to Pinky and Larry for giving me the name to this song~ (Translation at bottom)

Hate myself for loving you so much
Oh ..I hate myself for falling back in love
Never been good at words I want tosay
I sing my love for you
I’ll just let the music makes me love to you .

曾經 和你因工作一起遠飛

但我還未知心中有你oh..wowoh..

仍為了別個她魄散魂 離

因她無法得到因此心已死

我便自悲不敢透氣已經苦得想死

惶論有天居然愛你

*直到一天共 你相見

被我知你從上次開始接觸

便已就似觸電猶如得到星光的加冕

我沒被討厭多得有你我終 於有這天

多麼憎我太慢才識你

我更加不想勉強地去親你

是你喜歡我當然都愛你

留她不敢再比

仍舊答謝你

有你的眷戀令我也有了生氣*

多麼憎我試著迷戀你 我怕想擁抱你也為了出氣

願我 拋開過去一心愛你

忘掉她的氣味

若我敢再記起對不起了你

如果和你一早得到好結果 沒法明白

單戀的痛楚 難道我樂意得到折磨

而不過從我跟她苦戀的最初縱沒成果

顛倒的我滿足比傷心多

難道愛辛苦方似我 Repeat*

 

Oh…終於得到了被愛ohwowoh….

無論 興不興奮當天已不再

願你終於變了一生最愛

連我悲觀也改

沒有舊人存在放心給你愛

做人或者 不必要得到最想

如為快樂設想要祝福我你

Translations credits to Steve @ Chinese Music Forum

Hate myself for loving you so much
Oh ..I hate myself for falling back in love
Never been good at words I want to say
I sing my love for you
I’ll just let the music makes me love to you .

There was a time, due to work, travelling around with you
But I still don’t realize you are in my heart
Still because of other girl, the soul break apart
Because she couldn’t get it, hence the heart dies
I become sad, not dare to breath, and the bitter till want to die.
Instead, there is a day I fell in love with you

*Till one day, meet with you
I learned that since the last time we met,
we already like connected with each other, just like having the blessing of the starlight
I wasn’t hated by you, and thanks to you, I finally have this day

Chorus:
How much I hated myself for knowing you so slow
I don’t want to force myself to kiss you
Is you like me, of course I love you
Keeping her not dare to compare, and still thank you
Having your love, make me feel alive *

How much I hated myself for trying to get crazy over you
I’m scare if I hug you, it’s because I want to release temper
Hope I will leave my past behind and focus on loving you
forget her smell
If I remember again, I feel sorry for you

If, together with you earlier, and get a happy ending
could not understand the pain of one way love
could it be I’m happy to be in pain?
Or, is my love to her could not have any result since beginning
I’m upside down, satisfy more than sad, could it be that i’m the kind of person that need to love painfully?
Repeat *

Oh … finally I get the love oh wow oh ….
No matter happy or not, the day is not here anymore
Hope you finally become the love of my life
Change my pessimism
don’t have any old people exist, putting the heart for your love
Become a person, might need not to get what he/she want the most
If to consider for happiness, need to bless you and myself.


Add comment May 24, 2007

死心

just 2 simple words “死心” could cause all of my dreams to fade… cause the depths of my imaginable to vanish. Why are these 2 characters “死心” so powerful? nothing could compare with its force… nothing…

please… if you plan to say these two characters 死心, next time… use it wisely…


Add comment May 21, 2007

You are what you wear

As some of you probably know (from my www.xanga.com/cutiepieStephanie site) of the currently condition my mother is going through, every week we see the doctor at least twice (that is a good thing, sometimes we have to see him everyday consecutively, sometimes we see him twice a day O.O) but besides the point. I have been there enough to get use to the settings of the office, and what I had discovered is that a lot of people’s style of clothing describe how they are, what they are, where they are from. For example, I had an encounter with a Chinese guy who grew up in Thailand, he had these sort of Thai style clothing on… I thought… wait.. he’s Chinese, with a Chinese last name… why is he dressed so… Thai-ish? another patient who was a Chinese girl, I saw but did not know, but from the way she dressed, I could tell her hang-out is in Pacific Mall mainly from her hair style all the way to her purse to her boots, they are all Fobbish Pacific Mall style. Another patient, who I suspect came from Europe had on a European suit with elegant high heels, I knew my pre-judgement was right when her relative came to her and started speaking Italian to her, while another lady, who I suspected she was from Eastern Europe because of the style she wore her clothes in, spoke to her daughter in Hungarian.

Here I really want to ask, does your clothing styles define who YOU are?


Add comment May 18, 2007

Emily Adams = Elegance drawings

Emily Adams Vintage red dressEmily Adams France black dressEmily Adams red shoe

lately, I have fallen to love Emily Adam’s art work, her style is elegant yet simple, but posh at the same time, so beautiful :)

However I wonder, who the heck could fit in the dresses she drew or the shoes she create? is she trying to promote and encourage anorexia here? any who, I still love them :) I can’t wear them, but they are still gorgeous to look at ;)


Add comment May 14, 2007

情永落- Justin Lo

情永落
(Ching Wing Lok)

曲/編 : 陳台証 詞 : 林夕 監 : 雷頌德

沒錯分手了 按你的需要
Yes we’ve broken up, according to your need
(Moot chor fun sao liu / Ngon nei dik soei yiu)
情人還未似我 彼此空間太少
My lover is still not like me, there’s too less space between us
(Ching yan wan mei chee ngo / Bei chee hong gun tai siu)
又再分手了 我也得苦笑
Again broken up with my lover, I can only smile bitterly
(Yao joi fun sao liu / Ngo yah dak foo siu)
談情如像遊戲 懂得的真太少
If loving is like a game, I know too little of it
(Tam ching yui jeong yao hei / Dong dak dik jan tai siu)

回望我為了初戀的傷勢 比較深
Looking back, my wound of my first love is deeper
(Wooi mong ngo wai liu chor luin dik seong sai bei gao sum)
明白眼淚會不斷地漫遊
I understand that tears will drop continuously
(Ming bak ngan loei wooi but duin dei mun yao)
傷多幾次心 不緊要
It doesn’t matter to hurt a few more times
(Seong doh gei chee sum / But gun yiu)
最怕 麻木了我的心
I’m only afraid that my heart becomes numb
(Joei pah ma muk liu ngo dik sum)
會傷感 我也感恩
Even if it’ll be sad, I feel thankful
(Wooi seong gam / Ngo yah gum yan)

* 離開你以後彷似餘生無多
After leaving you, it’s as if my life is gonna end
(Lei hoi nei yee hao fong chee yui sang mou dor)
從此怎呼吸也都不甚清楚
I’m not even sure how to breathe since then
(Chung chee jum foo kup yah dou but sum ching chor)
仍存在世上 還能面對甚麼
Still living, what more can I face?
(Ying chuin joi sai seong wan nang min doei sum mor)
憑十巴掌使我 記得痛楚
Give myself ten slaps for me to remember the pain
(Pang sup bah jeong see ngo gei dak tong chor) *

@ 離開你以後使我獲益良多
Leaving you, i’ve gained a lot
(Lei hoi nei yee hao see ngo wok yik leong dor)
付出了以後 永不必問因果
Never ask for return after giving
(Foo chot liu yee hao wing but bit mun yan guo)
無緣沒故別離 其實為了甚麼
Breaking up for no reason, what is it for?
(Mou yuin moot goo bit lei kei sut wai liu sum moh)
全為了準許你 再愛一個
It’s all for you to love another
(Chuin wai liu joon hoei nei joi ngoi yat gor) @

又碰到愛情 我有幾高興
Meeting love again, how happy I am
(Yao pung dou ngoi ching / Ngo yao gei gou hing)
談情原是神聖 不應將開眼睛
Love is so sacred, shouldn’t have open my eyes
(Tam ching yuin see sun sing / But ying jeong hoi ngan jing)

回望我為了初戀的傷勢 比較深
Looking back, my wound of my first love is deeper
(Wooi mong ngo wai liu chor luin dik seong sai bei gao sum)
明白眼淚會不斷地漫遊
I understand that tears will drop continuously
(Ming bak ngan loei wooi but duin dei mun yao)
傷多幾次心 不緊要
It doesn’t matter to hurt a few more times
(Seong doh gei chee sum / But gun yiu)
最怕 麻木了我的心
I’m only afraid that my heart becomes numb
(Joei pah ma muk liu ngo dik sum)
會傷感 亦放心
If I’ll feel sad, I have no worries
(Wooi seong gum / Yik fong sum)

Repeat * @

離開你以後彷似餘生無多
After leaving you, it’s as if my life is gonna end
(Lei hoi nei yee hao fong chee yui sang mou dor)
從此怎呼吸也都不甚清楚
I’m not even sure how to breathe since then
(Chung chee jum foo kup yah dou but sum ching chor)
仍存在世上 還能面對甚麼
Still living, what more can I face?
(Ying chuin joi sai seong wan nang min doei sum mor)
憑十巴掌使我 懷念極清楚
Give myself ten slaps so that the remembrance is clearer
(Pang sup bah jeong see ngo wai nim gik ching chor)

如果這世上只配情侶一個
If there can only be one lover in this world
(Yui guo jeh sai seong jee pui ching loei yat gor)
即使很想你 我的選擇很多
Even though I miss you so much, I still have many choices
(Jik see han seong nei ngo dik shuin jak han dor)
全為了準許我 再愛一個
Breaking up for no reason, what is it for?
(Mou yuin mou goo bit lei kei sut wai liu sum moh)
全為了準許我 再愛一個
It’s all for me to love another
(Chuin wai liu joon hoei ngo joi ngoi yat gor)

每次也失戀 其實學到甚麼
Breaking up with my lover everytime, what is it for?
(Mui chee yah sat luin kei sat hok dou sum mor)
能否有幫助
Will it help?
(Nang fao yao bong joh)


Add comment May 10, 2007

Sad, but Reality

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you,
when I met you I was afraid to know you,
when I knew you I was afraid to like you,
when I liked you I was afraid to love you,
when I loved you I was afraid to tell you,
now I am with you I am afraid to lose you…..

This speaks for itself, I assume.

Maybe the person who wrote this was a bit of a pessimist but it is true, I guess its a stage where everyone must go through in order to grow, it is a process, it might be really hard, perhaps as even sad, but when that certain stage is through, everything would be bright again :) than you would look at your past and realize that all of this was only a short little horrible moment and don’t worry, I am sure it won’t last forever, as people change, priorities change, etc.

As I’ve said before… treasure what you have, because when that is gone, you would still have good memories, moments to look back on.

but still back, isn’t it kind of sad… I am sure most, if not all of us have/will dealt/deal with this situation… sigh~


2 comments May 8, 2007



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