A Desired audience
Before I got this wordpress space/blog/journal call it whatever you like. I had my xanga, I could say, during those times, I felt myself writing for a audience, so that they would appreciate me, so that they would think of my worthy. Before, I wrote in hopes people would comment and give me eprops, so that I would be able to show others HOW popular I am. I would hestitate to write a new entry in hopes that people would comment on my current entry so I would “have a comment”
Now, I just write for those who take the time to visit my wordpress. for those worthy, or not. For those who care about what I think, for those who have something to say.
“I write because I feel like it. I write what I want, when I want to, how I want to, why I like to”
Although as much freedom I allow myself to, I get tangled up in a web: as much as I do not care about what other think: I actually do. if you read my stuff from my xanga and things from my wordpress you would realize that stuff from my xanga are much ‘personal’ and the language I use is much informal and friendly. While the stuff on my wordpress is more formal and seemingly cold and I do not have the same type of ‘bondage’ (as I call it).
Sigh~
8 comments March 1, 2007
